The waiting game PLEASE PRAY

Today and yesterday I have been crying non-stop. My hormones are in insane, and I am in beta limbo. I have spent these two days researching the Internet for success stories on low slow rising betas. There are some out there, but there are also bad stories. Sometimes I think that the Internet is your enemy. Of course everyone is saying stay positive it will get better, but its much easier said than done. Of course I want to be that small percentage of pregnancies that do make it. I haven't been able to talk on the phone with anyone because I start balling hysterically. Tomorrow will have better answers for me. I know that I am only going on 5 weeks but I am already attached to this baby and I don't want to lose it. Please pray for us and our baby. We need at least a 160 tomorrow and even then we still have a long way to climb. Positive thinking has gotten me this far. Tomorrow will be a better day.