Beta # 2 = 80

Okay so it didn't double. My doctor said it did rise so that is good. I need to come in on Friday for Beta #3. He will know more after this number. I am officially in BETA HELL. I hate this! You know you never think about this part when you are going through in-vitro. Of course while going through treatment you have all these hurdles to jump. Needles, syringes, medications, not to mention egg retrieval and the embryo transfer its a big deal! Then you finally get what you have always dreamed of, someone telling you your pregnant!!!! Well guess what you also get a whole new set of hurdles to jump over. Now you get to worry if your beta will ever get to the number its supposed to be. Then you get to pray that there is a sac in your uterus when you get the ultrasound. Then you need to pray that there is a yolk and that its not empty (which happens alot). Then you get to wait some more and pray that your baby has a heartbeat. You can't even rest once you see the heartbeat becuase you are a high risk pregnancy and you will worry until that baby is your arms.